Rutabaga's Reads 2023: Part 16

I have surprised myself by having a second adult fiction compilation post for 2023. Sure, the year’s almost over, but it’s still 2023, so I feel victorious!

The Midnight Library (Sept. 29, 2020) by Matt Haig.

<This is a standalone novel.>

On the day she decides to die, Nora Seed doesn’t quite die. Maybe she’s comatose, maybe her subconscious is undecided and is in stasis, maybe she’s turned herself into a Schrödinger’s cat. That point doesn’t matter, because between life and death there is a library. Nora’s led a life of depression and disappointment, misery and regret. Her only living relative is her brother, Joe, but they appear estranged since she quit their band, The Labyrinths, years ago. Nora’s been stuck in Bedford, England. When Nora’s in the Midnight Library, she can choose a book, each book representing a life she could’ve lived if she’d made different choices: become an Olympic swimmer, stayed in The Labyrinths, married Dan (her former fiancé whose engagement she broke off last-minute), or married Ash (a surgeon who sometimes runs through her neighborhood) and had a child and a dog. It’s as though she’s trying on these lives. Some last mere seconds, others may last a few days, but as soon as she feels disappointed in that life, she returns to the Midnight Library. Her librarian is Mrs. (Louise Isabel) Elm, her childhood librarian when she was at Hazeldene School. Where is Nora’s perfect life? Will visiting all of these other lives erase all of her regrets? Time is fleeting, even in the library, and she’ll need to make a choice.

            If you need a new perspective on your own life, read this, but also read this if you don’t. Read it because it’s thought-provoking, hopeful and weighty. Who knew that a story featuring a main character with such severe depression would be such a charming, brainy fable? One can tell that Haig is a champion for mental health, and that’s inspirational. Nora’s lives are mostly ordinary, as most of ours are, but the roads she can travel are limitless. I mostly read fiction, and it’s a rare novel that makes me stop and think like this one did. It’s philosophical and contemporary, and I rejoiced when Nora decided that being alive was “a former curse and a present blessing.”

Mister Magic (Aug. 8, 2023) by Kiersten White.

<This is a standalone novel.>

Thirty years have passed since Val left the longest-running children’s TV program. Trouble is, she doesn’t remember leaving it or even recall ever being on the show. But she was. The six Circle of Friends were: Val, Isaac, Javi, Marcus, Jenny and Kitty. Marcus was the dreamer. Javi was the instigator. Isaac was the protector. Jenny was the friend. Val was the leader. But now, there’s no Kitty. Where is Kitty? They all assure Val that she was already gone when Kitty disappeared (did she die?), but Val can’t remember anything, not even her own little sister. The guys are thrilled to find Val, and she tags along to the reunion. Although she can’t remember them, Val can feel that she knows these people. The belonging is strong. But who’s Mister Magic? How can there be no surviving recordings of the show? “Take my hand / Stand on your mark / Make a circle / In the dark ...”

            Before I read White’s Acknowledgments section, I kept thinking the children’s program felt more like a cult than a children’s program with a fanbase that happened to be cultishly devoted. After I read the Acknowledgments and read of the inspiration behind the story, it made sense. This adult fiction novel is considered paranormal horror, but it’s not gory, graphic horror. The horror is more in the untrustworthiness of memory and The Stepford Wives vibe it gives off pertaining to the females in the cast (Jenny is the epitome of this, while Val, with no memory of before and being cut off from the world for 30 years, is definitely not). “Mister Magic” is propulsive, more eerie than frightfully scary, and unexpectedly moving. This piece of the desert with its pocket universe, its “sentient nightmare,” is a conflagration of secrets, rocky human dynamics and untreated trauma, but, for those of a certain age, it also feels nostalgic and the reader can tell it’s a deeply personal story to the author. Val’s preparing to open the doors. Are you ready?

            More adult fiction by White: Hide

Yellowface (May 16, 2023) by R.F. Kuang.

<This is a standalone novel.*

What would you do if your famous author friend choked on a pancake globule and died right in front of you? Snatch her latest work-in-progress (WIP) and polish it so you could pass it off as your own solo work with a sort-of clear conscience? Because that’s what Juniper (June/Junie) Song Hayward does when she witnesses Athena Liu choke to death. Athena’s the literary world’s darling where Junie’s published one novel, and it flopped. Athena’s WIP was a raw manuscript, but it’s clearly a masterpiece about the unsung contributions of Chinese laborers during WWI. Junie receives a staggering six-figure advance and earns out in good time (once an author’s earned out, that means said author’s sold enough copies to cover one’s advance and will then get to keep a percentage of all future sales). June Hayward rebrands herself as Juniper Song, Song being her middle name, and not an indication of any Asian heritage (of which she has none). When June skyrockets onto the New York Times bestseller list, she’s truly living her best life, except that she can’t get away from Athena’s shadow. It isn’t only that backlash is imminent because of her Caucasian self or that discrepancies are noticed by discerning readers (especially when the story says that she “double-dipped”), but that she sees Athena. Her clothes, her boots, her specific shade of red lipstick. What lengths will June go to safeguard her secret?

            Wow. This adult fiction novel is a first-person narrative that is as horrifying as it is entertaining. It’s a novel that brings questions of cultural appropriation, diversity, bigotry and authenticity under the harshest of judges (that which is social media) and lays out what a monster the publishing industry can be. It’s a biting critique and a smashing success. It’s a show of social media likes and the nasty flip side, when someone is cancelled. It is psychological and transfixing, thought-provoking, bold, snarky and smart. At one point, June wonders if another character is unwell, because, “She sounds unhinged. Dangerous.” June needs to take a long, honest look in the mirror, because she comes across as something of a paranoid, desperate madwoman, seeing ghosts and convincing herself that she’s in the right. In fact, she’s practically a victim. As far as I know, this is a standalone novel, but maybe there will be more social media storms in Junie’s future.